moriendum est

I kind of forgot to do a wrap-up post for this year but then again, do I even have anything to say...? over the past few years I've enjoyed taking a look back to see what I've done/accomplished in the year but truthfully, the accomplishment this time was just pushing through what might've been one of my worst years.

saying it like that makes it sound like I went through many ordeals, and I did in my fandom life :') but outside of it, the struggle was just the same old "wow, my degree kinda serves no purpose, I'm in a dead-end job I'm not well-equipped for, and I can't do anything useful or fun other than try to stay afloat". it just hit really hard this year in particular. physically, I'm great! but I was in a really bad headspace for the first half of the year, and getting back on meds helped me "forget" the helplessness and focus on important things like reading the murderbot books and playing the sims. I played so much the sims this year.

( I was actually making kevin on the sims earlier today because I missed him )
no goals either - I dropped out of gywo and didn't try to achieve anything, so even the fic I wanted to finish, I didn't. I watched an incredible 15 (!) movies in 2025, 4 of which were rewatches. #nailedit only a handful of shows too (the last season of the newsreader was great!) so I'm now interested in watching heated rivalry for obvious reasons. I like stucky and it sounds very ao3 stucky fic indeed.

( friday 5 questions because sure why not )