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Did You Know... a plus side of dealing with anxiety mostly unmedicated for +15 years is that I know for a fact I'm not actually having a heart attack despite all evidence pointing to the contrary lol another one is that I've written enough fic that if I wanna read something specific I know where to find it. in my fic. that I wrote. about the things I wanna read. thank you, past me.

so anyway, I was going through some unpublished stuff in my gdocs and laughed at this scene because I have no recollection of doing this research about cars? I know I did, but I don't remember anything I wrote here??? it's like eric is telling me something completely new.

(this fic will never be posted because it's ridiculously ooc lol iirc I was possessed by the gemini curse of wanting to write something a lot of people seem to be into and I'm not, just to see how I'd tackle it - in this case, age gap. and with a bonus homage to watch it era eric.)

( excerpt and it's juric because of course it is )