moriendum | 30 songs challenge #17

#17 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad

idk I usually just listen to my most listened songs when I'm sad but I guess I listen to puer kim sometimes when I'm down? the vibes are just right, particularly this album (the vowels album on the other hand is my jam lol)

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and boy have I been down lately!

everything that has been happening with tbz is so upsetting and I was already so bummed out with life in general that fandom life being like this isn't helping... zero motivation to write too, which means I have no way to let any of it out lol #RepressedEmotionsGang like, I was so sure things were looking up at the end of last year (irl and for tbz!) but turns out that 2025 started punching me in the face and spitting in my eye, so I've been just going with the flow since then. a job in the global north paying a living wage would probably fix like 90% of my problems.

I guess one good thing is that I'm going through this medicated so I'm mostly just numb? but even my TEETH are breaking due to stress, how is that a real thing... tfw your dentist suggests you go to therapy... who designed the human body? this thing sucks.